heavy in my hand

obamaness

Tue, 20 Jan 2009 21:03:16 GMT

i'm quite thankful bush is out of the white house. i think we all are.

i have some issues with mr. obama though. and i seem to be the only one lol. me and a few of my friends anyway.

first off, hello his name is barack Hussein Obama? now this is no meatloaf song, and 2 out of 3 IS bad. lol.

and why's everyone blah blah blah first african american president? he's only 6% black people!!!!!!! 50% caucasian and uh 43% arabic!

i'm not racist but, it just seems all too weird to me.

i dunno, if he can run the country, good. i'm glad to have a democratic president. but i'm not in love with him, yet. he needs to earn my love. that's for sure.

Dexter fans!!!!!!

Sun, 11 Jan 2009 18:11:55 GMT

omg dexter + deb got married in real life. holy crap i didn't see that one coming.

yay

Tue, 30 Dec 2008 16:18:04 GMT

happy belated birthday to meghan, jeff and meeeeeeee. wahoo!

fuck 2008.

Tue, 23 Dec 2008 23:22:35 GMT

my mom can't come up for Christmas. wow. not only my first christmas season alone. my first Christmas alone. at age 24. does this mean i'm going to be pathetic the rest of my life? heh.

cheers.

ugh.

Tue, 23 Dec 2008 13:06:15 GMT

2008 for sure the worst year ever.

my mom may not be able to come up to visit me afterall. instead i may have to go there to help her put my first dog ever down =[

she said she's not looking very good and taking her to the vet today. goddamnit. if i have to put my first dog down for christmas.. let's just say, that will make this seriously the worst year of my life.

grrr. =/

crack me up.

Sat, 20 Dec 2008 18:15:32 GMT

current addiction:

Sun, 14 Dec 2008 05:06:04 GMT

jason mraz "im yours".

on loop.

iiiiim baaaaack.

Sat, 13 Dec 2008 05:52:53 GMT

wow. i haven't posted in livejournal in for-fucking-ever. feels weird. i used to post all the time and i still read all my old entries and get all sniffly with all the memories. i definitely will NEVER delete this thing. god. reading entries from 2004 and shit. wowzaaa.

crazy how much you can see you've changed over the years by reading back. remembering things you forgot ever happened. the good ol' days and the bad ol' days. heh.

2008 has sucked. i think it has been the worst year in my entire life. i'm hoping it will be the worst year in my entire life and no other year is this bad.

rock bottom. toxic relationship. death. sadness. depression.

it's been a great one.
heh.

please 2009. save me. i have a good feeling about you.

sad.

Sun, 30 Mar 2008 14:21:27 GMT

RIP Amber Ramsey/boysfeartotread

hmmm.

Tue, 29 Jan 2008 16:20:41 GMT

i've come to the conclusion that canadian girls are the hottest on the planet.

mm mm good.

Wed, 23 Jan 2008 23:26:57 GMT

my doggie got groomed today and boy does she smell good.

omg heath.

Tue, 22 Jan 2008 22:12:51 GMT

ANOTHER DEAD TEENIDOL NOOOOOOOOOOO!

plz take out freddie prinz jr next.

oh hell yea.

Mon, 21 Jan 2008 03:18:19 GMT

GO GIANTS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

CLOVERFIELD!!!!!!!!!!!

Fri, 18 Jan 2008 22:50:45 GMT

holy fucking shit. i'm so sore from being tense through out that whole movie. i think i might've shit a brick,\.

this movie is seriously on my top 10.

i hope i can sleep tonite.

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Wed, 16 Jan 2008 23:34:55 GMT

RIP Brad Renfro.

=[

i had a huuuuuuuuuge crush on him when he was younger. this is really sad.

2 things.

Wed, 09 Jan 2008 16:08:41 GMT

# 1 - Bridge to Terabithia makes me cry like a little bitch.

#2 - Good god I love Canadian girls. Ellen Page from Juno is making my heart go pitter patter. I haven't even SEEN Juno. Just Xmen 3, but I just cannot help it. I turn to jello when I see her.

Thank god she's most likely gay. My chances are a little bit better now.

Meghan, I'm going to turn on my STALK button and try to track down this sexy little canadian.

birthday.

Sat, 29 Dec 2007 17:41:54 GMT

happy birthday to meghan, jeff and myself.

woot woot.

snowy day

Thu, 06 Dec 2007 15:52:40 GMT

did anyone enjoy the snow yesterday?

i did. mmmm wasnt much snow. but it was good enough.

siiiiiiick.

Sun, 02 Dec 2007 15:59:28 GMT

i love the snow and i hate that im sick and can't at least take my dog to the park in it.

grr. damn you rhino virus. why do you toy with my emotions?

post

Tue, 27 Nov 2007 01:51:50 GMT

i haven't posted anything in forever.

so there!

i don't know butchie instead.

Tue, 14 Aug 2007 22:14:37 GMT

so the hbo bastards cancelled john from cincinnati. now i can cancel hbo. it has nothing to offer me.

showtime is the better of the 2 of course. dexter. weeds. californication.

no reason for you hbo!!!!! NO REASON!!!!!!!!!!

moms day.

Tue, 15 May 2007 17:12:00 GMT

mothers day was fine.

the best part of the weekend, rather, the best thing about this month.

i was driving home from my moms on the PA turnpike and alas...i saw it.

SONIC!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I have never been to a Sonic, because there was never any around. None for states away! BUT AFTER 2 YEARS OF SWEET DESIRING, I had my sonic. I had my Sonic Slushie, my Sonic french fries, my Sonic Popcorn chicken... and i..

i was happy.

and saved my cup.

i have love, for Sonic.

Work Out

Wed, 02 May 2007 18:55:23 GMT

Does anyone watch Work Out on Bravo? I cried my little eyes when I found out Doug the trainer died. He was so fuckin niiiiiiice. omg *sadness*

"At the time of his death in 2007 he was 44 years old. According to The Advocate, Blasdell died unexpectedly after being rushed to the hospital. No official report has been released on the cause of death. According to reports, he was hospitalized in December and he went into a coma not long after New Years. While he was undergoing chemotherapy for a brain tumor, reports have stated he was in remission at the time of his death"

boo.

my life as of yesterday and the past 2 years.

Thu, 19 Apr 2007 00:15:21 GMT

i was fired yesterday.
first time for everything i suppose.
a few pwople in my department quit so they were closing my department and had no need for me anymore.

bullshit if you ask me. i was fucking fuming but in retrospect i think it was a blessing in disguise.

i just want to apoligize to all my friends that i've neglected the past year or so. you know who you are.
i've just been so focused on other things, including careers, houses, and stupid meaningless shit.

i still care about those things but i need to really set my priorities straight.
basically, i'm working on some things as far as a career goes and i am really hoping things will work out but i don't want to discuss it incase of jinxing myself.
i do have an interview tomorrow with a really promising prospect.

things need to change and i realize it.
i hate that i see the problem but don't do anything to fix it.
im going to try though.

things ARE going to change.
i swear to everything i believe in, things will change.
and so will i, and my life.

if my life sucks now, it's only cause i made the wrong choices.
and i'm slowly learning.

so once again, i am sorry to all of my true friends, the ones i've hurt but still love deeply and i am sorry if i've not been there for way too long.

im back. please forgive me.

hysterical

Thu, 12 Apr 2007 13:26:47 GMT

--Go to Google.com

--Click on Maps

--Click on get Directions

type in --From: New York, New York--To: Paris, France

--And read line #23